ZOMBIE DUST BUNNIES ATTACK: Hello I've decided to blog again

So it has been such a long time and you know, I can't seem to remember my days.
It's bad, because this means that I've been pissing around and have not been doing anything productive.. or at least not as productive as I hope.
I'm currently typing on my brand new Macbook Pro that came in sometime on tuesday.
I had my art exam on thursday and I studied pretty hard for that, was extra cautious except I spent about an hour on question 2 (a) only. Oh and we've 3 questions, so yes question 2(a) is only what? 1/9 of the paper and I spent an hour on that.
Other than that, I kinda knew my stuff so had quite a lot of write but being extra cautious and wanting to have a well planned out essay, it kinda did work against me.

For the other upcoming exams that start on tuesday for me?
Well... I did kinda study for economic, Huahua is a really good teacher. He makes things sound so simple and interesting and should take over another incompetent teacher in my life. No, she is not professor Umbridge who is my art teacher. She's Ms Wong, the tiny teacher who cried when Balona refused to reciprocate some sorta respect. She complained how frustrated she was and still is with our class. I think she is really nice and all, just pretty sad that she can't click with us and our logic. She seems to go one huge round to get to a point and loves to do the whole " So if Government expenditure goes up, AD will shift down and there'll be deflation, right?" (obviously she gives a way more elaborate example than this) "WRONGGGG CLASS. IT WILL NOT"
But you see, by then, everyone would have switched off and all they can remember is that when G goes up, AD will go down, which as she said is "wrong".
So everyone remembers the wrong stuff. But no, I'm not blaming her for my bad grades. My bad grades last term was my fault and I know it.

So anyway, I don't expect fantastic results this time. I just think it's a time for me to catch up cause I did so badly last term which I feel is very unlike me. ( No, not saying that I'm fucking smart but saying that I'm quite shocked by how I really could not be fucked last term... ) So yeah, I've not mastered the skills to answer because I've not been paying attention but I think it's a great start to get the content right. Or at least KNOW something instead of being so freaking lost and not even know the definition of "GNP and GDP ( yes that's how serious my lostness in class is).

Anyway, I really should be studying right now. I've not even touched my lit texts and this just proves what freaking bad time management I have, then again teamed up with my cbf attitude too, no wonder.

Ok moving on, i think I really like typing on this new macbook henceeeee this post is pretty long. Ah finally, no more impossible fucking Windows Micrsoft crap technology to work with. No more shit computers that hang on me, no moreeee crapppppp. So Hua kinda helped me with it when it came to my house, I screamed and the delivery man went "YEAH!"
HA HA HA.

So other eventful things that happened this week:
I was drinking a glass of milk the other day, standing beside the dining room table and at the same time, my Dad just came to the table half naked in his boxers, one hand grabbing the newspaper staring at me. So while drinking my milk standing, my dad and I stared at each other standing not moving for about 2 minutes before he said "What are you doing" when I was only half a metre away from him doing the exact same thing as him. "what?!"

Yesterday was Shalene's birthday, kinda gave up studying headed down with N. Went home with Sraf.. umm yeah that actually isnt very eventful huh.

Today I went for that flea market event thing "Teen titans". Saw a buncha people, talked to N.
Ok not very eventful either.

Oh at about 1 am about 2 nights ago, Vic C and I went to surprise Hua at his place. We sang a birthday song and he blew out his imaginary candle on his carrot cake ( chinese salty kind) and drank a fuck loada beer.

I feel kinda like an old man, I like coffee and beer and I think I'm too old for too many things... Ah I think things will probably change in a few months. I know I'm still too young to enjoy these things that I'm suppose to enjoy later on in my life.

Strangely, I really feel like so many things that had happened this year has made me realise that there is nothing here, in this country, for me to stay for. Yes I've made that realisation probably about less than a month ago. Some people are able to adapt better in new environments because in their old ones, they couldn't fit in. I've seen it happen so many times. More to come about this when I get my new blog. When I actually bother to blog regularly and when I decide to be more open about my views. Somehow, I feel like I've built something around me, something which I myself can even feel, I myself am still so damn uncertain and that is probably why I don't want to say anything about it. When you say something/claim something, you've to live up to it. I can't put that kinda expectations. It's hard to explain, to make it any easier. It's like saying "I am different", after saying that, maybe it is just me, but I feel the need to live up to it. No longer is it an explanation/definition or whatever you'd call it, it is now something I feel I've to constantly thing about. To mould my life around.

Completely incoherent. Anyway some pictures..