Yesterday

editted again:
Thanks Bird for being there. I can't believe I wasted three hours of my life feeling sorry for myself and crying. REAL HARD FACTS- that is, the amount of messages I've sent to your are more than her. This is a wake up call. I don't want anything from you, NO TO THAT LEVEL AT LEAST. Goodness, what am I thinking. This is not what I want. This is what gets me out of control and insane. I lose all rationality when it happens. I'm glad school is starting tomorrow. I can't wait for next saturday. I'm hoping that you ( Charis, Eme, Bird whoever wants to come) will go out with me.


editted: I need to make light of the situation