Boxing Day yawnnn I just wanna see DD

I feel kinda empty right now.
I got too drunk yesterday, got a bit too tipsy 2 days before and got pretty smashed last saturday.
I feel really tired now.
The first thing my mom said to me when I got home - she took 20 minutes before she realised I was home- "V, time to study"
I don't like to be told to study. It annoys me.

Anyway, I've not given out the christmas presents I have for a few people. I think I'll probably hold a party to give out the gifts in January when C gets back. Who says christmas should stop right.

Just now, on the train back home, I was thinking to myself about issues. And I realised that actually, people don't really have issues, that it's because they think there's something wrong with them thus there really is something wrong with them when actually there isn't. I shouldn't harbour on these thoughts. I just really wanna be at Anns place right now eating her eggnog.
Or talking to them; DD, E, Ann. There are a lot of things I've not told them or anyone for that matter. Except for a few. Initially, I didn't find it a big deal and I still actually really don't. But maybe its because I know it may become a big deal that is why I should stop lying. Well technically I don't lie. I just make up excuses. I should be more honest. Yes.

Oh I caught Twilight the movie just now. It sucked. I was yawning half the time. Incredibly boring and corny. The script was corny. The actors were Fantastic though. They could really act. But the director did not create the bond between the audience and characters. It was all just kinda distant. Too many assumptions and weird pauses of scenes with Edward Cullen and Bella just lying about with corny music playing at the back. The music was pretty corny. And fucking bad editting. One part raining and 2 second later the next scene at the same mountain, the actors hair are completely dry and it was just so terrible!!!
At the beginning of the movie, I was actually quite excited because the camera angle and how they showed the deer being hunted was really cool but after that, it was pretty much just silent and awkward and very cliched. Oh man, the editting was just so bad.

mmhmm.. Pictures were taken from Bird's party and Chapalang Bleakmas. I've no pictures from my sisters party. Sorry they're all pictures of me. I'm too lazy to upload the rest.
Photographers: Ruigina, Nerdizza
( Dunno whats wrong with blogger. pictures all fucked up)


Me looking very excited clearly