Social Life

You know, actually I don't really care much about social life.
I only feel the need to care for it when I get lonely or when I'm frustrated.
When all my good friends are busy and I've to go find for a new one.
So yeah, only when I'm lonely, bored and frustrated.
Other than that, I don't see the point in being pretentious and fitting in some sort of mould to come across as a bitch to be popular.
Or to be overly excited over random things, to get some sort of an attention. Just to get attention.
To have some sort of popular, nortorious whatever rubbish reputation.
But, yeah, everyone has a reputation.
Be it the Angry lesbian, the slut, the weirdo, the girl with armpit hair.
It's some kinda reputation.

Yeah, I just don't get why people want to be popular. I just want to be good at what I love and okay usually that'll give you publicity.
But I still don't see why people want to do something JUST to get famous.
I'll never get that. Driven by fame, I'm a hypocrite for saying I don't get that, cause I do kinda get that. I used to and maybe still am driven a bit by fame and all the good things that come with it. To inspire others is probably the most inspiring thing ever.
But I do believe that, if you're good at something you'd be popular naturally.
That is probably an indication to how successful you are too lah.
But popularity alone should never be craved. Usually, it'll fail and disappoint you.

I think people who rely on that, just to be popular, i.e well liked and all that rubbish, are seriously insecure.
C'mon, people are only cocky if they've insecurity issues. Or if they're just playing around which doesn't actually mean they're being cocky.
And others who keep going out, without realising that the only time they spend alone is in their sleep, also ahve issues.
Almost as if they can't stand being alone.
Without the fame, friends, money whatever, what are you? They probably won't be able to answer that. Or maybe with a brainless answer like : I'm awesomeee ( ok inside joke.)
HAHA

G'night!