Green-eyed monster

I woke up to 5 new messages on my phone.
The first message was of Cheez saying goodnight in the sweetest way.
The message following after was an apology for sending it to the wrong person
The next message was of her saying goodnight to me, this time not the wrong person.
The other following two messages were from Robson and sheena.

I knew at that moment that I could no go back to bed, which is good because I plan to study today. Especially since I skipped school for just that purpose.
Then I realised why I couldn't get back to bed, ebcause I was jealous.
I don't do jealousy. It makes people irrational and annoying, just like how I was annoyed when Cheez accused me of liking G.
Annoyed to the point that I wanted to turn off my phone so that she wouldn't call. ( I think I'm exaggerating a little here).
So I laid on my bed for two minutes, in my new boyish hair cut ( Yeah, I cut it yesterday, now I look like the female and chinese version of Asyraf. Even though, Asyraf already looks like a girl and believes that he is a chink) and thought about why I felt like that.
And decided to blog, because that'll organise my thoughts.
Yeah, perhaps I'm a little jealous that I've been replaced so quickly or that I've not found someone that I like.
I'm very picky and I want someone who can sweep me off my feet.
Someone intelligent, sweet, sexy and spontaneous.
SOMEHOW, that is very hard to find and more difficult since I've been staying at home.
But it is okay, I've already planned out what I'm going to do after my promos.
Things I really want to do that may or may not include a lover.
The hassel of it. Urgh.

Anyway, if you're still wondering, I replied her with a question, that is you've a new girlfriend?
But I'm still happy for her, of course, that she has found someone new. And that she doesn't like me anymore ^^v