Today is a miserable day for me.
I've realised that I need to be strong for myself because I don't like to rely on people. Yeah I've realised that I need to be strong just for myself. No one is really going to take care of you at the end of the day.
So I'm going to Try not to mop in self-pity and all that rubbish.
I'm not upset over anything in particular.
Anyway, I'm going to study because I hate it. Just like how I hate today.
Today is a Black day.
I woke up at 1pm, I didn't drink coffee, I watched more than 2 hours of tv shows which is probably why I'm completely fucked up.
I feel useless.
Just one of the bad days that I've to deal with alone and I don't want to talk to people about insignificant things.
I want to lie down beside someone new and discover his/her personality.
Butttt.. I don't think that is going to happeeennnnnnn..
Need to meet new people.
I'm bored.
Need something new.
Need to cut my hair.
Need to be more focused on the things I like.
Need to be more focused..
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social expectations have spoiled your fun. come on, kick back and relax. spending two hours watching tv first thing in the morning is absolute and utter abandon. it is hedonism at its highest. don't let anyone spoil that for you
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