I screamed at around 2:45pm today and hyperventilated . Received a beautiful result slip and got what I wanted. I half didn't expect it and so I had the best feeling in the world I could ever ask for. It's so rewarding and finally, I think I've gained more respect from my Dad.
No longer average or in the middle.
This is so, In your face Ms Gan, Mr Tang and all ye who have suspended me for 2 months and given me more than 160 hours of CIP to complete.
This is to you, I finally have proven that even with 36 demerit points I still did well.
This is for you, to give you hope and to realise that nothing determines who you are but yourself.
I feel like I'm going to explode into a million pieces. My prayers were answered.
So much for having a lover leave 5 days before. For having you to skip out of town just because of a month of break. The lack of attention drove you to another, how Unnecessarily uncool. The pain and the result was really not what I expected.
If you only knew how self absorbed and selfish you were, then would you understand why I'm so insanely angry and pissed off.
But this calls for a celebration. D's party then Daryl's party on Friday.
Thank you, God.
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