I feel like I made a huge mistake. Shit, was really so keen on schooling in NYJC with Bronze pocket watch girl. Hopefully, I'll make it into my third choice. Piss of Piss, yes. Why must I make such drastic life altering decisions- who am I kidding, it's just going to be 2 years.
edit; 1:25pm
My dad won, I put ACJC as my first choice, half of me is hoping that I won't get in and end up in SA. But you know, he has promised to fetch me to school every morning and to beat the morning traffic, I'm pretty sure he has to wake up real early.
[feeling Nervous.]
The time given is too short, I believe. I've sort of made up my mind but my Dad is still so keen on me going to ACJC. Ultimately, I believe, that I'm only willing to go to a JC near my place. He's a smart man and according to my sister, he's 70% of the time right. He wants me to get connections and he wants me to meet different kinds of people. He believes that I shouldn't have such a bad attitude towards ACJC and He believes that I'll be more exposed to the world if I go there. He also believes, that if I do go to ACJC, I will be taking advantage of the facilities and such. To him, it's very important that I school there and (omg) he actually supports me to take theater studies. Take note that most of the sentences starts off with what he wants and not what I want.
Choosing the particular Junior College is highly important and if I get into a school which I'm forced to be in. I know that I can change my attitude towards the school, but still, why go into a school which I'm totally uncomfortable in? Which will then affect my studies, social life and health.
I'm going to call NYJC tomorrow to ask if they make exceptions. I really want to take h2 art but not h3, I'm a coward and think that I won't have enough insight to answer all them questions of WHAT IS ART and WHAT IS THIS ARTIST TRYING TO SAY. I love it and I find these questions and prodding of my brain really interesting but still, it'd really suck if I lack the inspiration and no matter what, am not able to get it while the others get it.
Then again, I may change my mind in J2 and stick with h3 art.
I'll think about it tomorrow.
(Were wolf girl eats Gay colour paints.)Currently shivering my knickers off. Wet hair at 3:35 in the morning is not ideal and probably bad for health considering that I had a little drink with Ann and C by the pool just 15 minutes ago.
If you're still clueless, D just left for Australia and is on the plane to Sydney right Now. We sent her off, the unnecessary tears that were shed warmed my heart and made it sink a little more than I thought it would. (I'm really shivering now and my bowels are reacting really weird to the Mcdonalds, Ruby Red and- yeah...) N, C, Janice, Charms, Candy, Ann and I hugged her probably 10 times today and I embraced every moment I had with her. I brought my Dads huge camera today which ran out of battery once I met D, What great timing, How extremely heavy, What a burden!
Demelza cried which caused some sort of domino effect that hit DD (Ok she was already in tears by then) which then hit Charms which kinda hit Ann and C.
DD is probably going to struggle with the amount of fan mail she got from her fans (that includes me).
Quote "Wahlao, So many letters and you all write like ESSAYS"
I DON'T apologise for writing a 2 page long, back to back, letter. Eat every word out because that's probably the last time you'll ever see me so corny and so so so good with words. And also probably the last time you'll receive a letter that is So heart warming, of coz! You gave me so much strength during the Os. The 10 points was not just my work and his works but you played such a huge role.
You saw right through my dilated pupils and saw my heart.
ANewaez, I spent the last 2 days with my bunch of friends, that includes Ann, D, Ner, C, Steph and yeah a load of people. I enjoyed every moment of it and all the parties were non-alcoholic but a whole lot of fun.
All I need to do now is to SKYPE (is that what it's called?) DD and find Zoolekchong for a good time. He's always so wonderful to me.
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