Perfection lies in the head

Name: Tori
Sur name: Tease
Birthday : 12th of June 1991
Address: Big yellow condom on Pineapple lane
Mom: Hamster
Dad: Hamster/ Naked Mole rat/ Torres
Sister: Adrenaline Junkie
Brother: Geek
Favourite past time/Hobbies: Stalking
Reason for favourite Hobby: One is able to create a perfect image of the other, just by reading something online. One's able to find perfection and there one will find true happiness.
Lover: Unstable

Note: this is not a quiz which you actually use and put on your blog.

I remember a song, it had lyrics which went something like " Do you love me or the thought of me?" By John Mayer. Sometimes I feel confused and that line keeps running through my head. "Me" imlying her perhaps. I ask myself questions and question my pretense everyday. I really do feel extremely fake sometimes, it's disgusting, I know. Or maybe everyone's just like that but they do not know it. Or maybe they do, but they live with it. I'm too much of a cynic and too down to earth. But I'd like to think that pessimists(person who habitually sees or anticipates the worst or is disposed to be gloomy.) are romantic, or at least my sister said so. Maybe it's that fantasy that they've had playing in their head over and over again that makes them romantic and make them look at the world with sucha frown. It's that fantasy that makes them, in a way, optimistic or maybe just too romantic. This is what Singapore lacks but my canvas will show romaticism. One can never learn anything if one is too ignorant and happy. Happiness is something that makes one too comfortable to move, to want to know more, to learn more, it'll cause one to be in content and not find out whether the grass on the other side is greener. The pursuit to find true happiness are those who seek it, who've seen the other side. But nonetheless, I still wish I am contented.

The book Brainwashing is still lying on my bed and my bedroom still stinks, there's so much to be done. This is as real as I get and maybe it's too much for you. Is it really that different?