I've no idea what to title my posts nowadays.
Well..
Anyway, I woke up at around 830 due to the alarm and couldn't fall back asleep due to the nightmares and recent unsettled emotions.
So I headed to Darling's place. (D.. you know.. D for Darling. She is that sweet. Gweat friend :) ), she was still sleeping.
Laid around to learn and memorise Acids Bases Salts.
When she finally woke up, ok actually we were gossiping.
She made for us breakfast.
For me, sunny side up because she makes me happy that way, french toasts and sausages.
For her A fucking tiny omelette, french toasts and sausages.
Watched television while we ate. Laughed and guessed the artistes that would come next for Pop Inc.
Went back to her room to freeze into an ice cube.
Tanya and E came over at around two in the afternoon.
Studied till about 6, then they left.
I stayed for dinner then her mom fetched me to the station while D went for tuition.
Met up with Marc, who looks bullemic(?) or ano now, really thin and tall.
Headed to macs to study.
At around 9 we left.
Went to my pool side to talk for a while then fetched him to the back gate.

Sometimes, I do feel that the day goes by too slow and yet people are here, trying to catch time for their Os. All I want to do is just be irresponsible.
BUT you see, I'm not like that, I know where I stand and no matter how miserable I may feel, I will try my best-no, I will Do my best and make myself proud and my parents. My dreams do not stop here just because one has "ended".
I don't Fuck care, because I'm not a Fucker.
If you get the implication, good, if not, then too bad you're dumb.

Though the loneliness eats me alive and tears may well up in my eyes while I walk up those cold steps to my house, I know that I had lived the day to its fullest. I've no appetite, I think I'll make a fine ano, nothing tastes fantastic now. I eat because others eat but Pineapple is quite good really.

I'm going to step on my brothers back, draw a bit then call Fay and sleep on the phone while she sings to me.
Ha ha, no I'm not very upset, not now at least. I think ranting really helps.
WELL FUCK YE!