20th of October

Maybe I'll remember this day.
I had tuition in the morning.
The teacher is still pretty blur, she isn't very good but I don't want to ask for my old one back.
After tuition, I went to Raffles City's gelare to meet Tanya.
We studied till about six.
Headed to Marina square to shop shop shop and meet VR !!
I bought a pair of shorts and a new underwear which was only $4.50.
Went to Genki Sushi to have dinner.
Met up with Paddy too.
Went back to gelare after dinner, studied chemistry.

I didn't do much today, I only studied one chapter of biology and did 3 chem past o level papers. But I think nothing would've gone into my head if I did stay at home.

The cure to my lonely nights? I hate nights now, they suck, its the time when loneliness hits the hardest, The H a r d e s t.
I spend my nights with D.
She's fucking sweet.
After D, then Ann, she's funny too.
And I thought I'd wind up as a lonely girl during this critical period. Everyone's too busy.. or so I thought. Their love gives me sweet dreams and tucks me to bed.
I feel all warm and fuzzy after Longg talks, we don't talk about my break up, but about normal stuff. Gossip especially. I love gossip now (Though I still think it's mindless and stupid) because I think getting involved in others business takes my mind off my own.
4 days D, you said 4 days, and I'll stick to that.
4 more days to chemistry.
5 more days to geography.
9 more days to english and math
10 more days to math p2
11 more days to chinese (ha ha. funny)
12 more days to Biology
13 more days to science

Okay, maybe I've calculated it wrongly. But I'm more or less pretty prepared for my Os. I just needa memorise more math formulas, more definitions for chemistry and figure out oxidation state, more definitions of biology, geography notes, social studies for evidence, english letter writing format, do more comprehensions, draw more art and I'm done.
Okay, that's quite a lot of things to do.
But I hope to finish everything by next week.

I'm forever in your debt; my beloved friends E, D, Ann, Tanya, Em, T, Karys and those who've cared to send me love through the phone and in person.
I never knew I meant so much to someone.