I typed one whole chunk but decided to delete it.
hiatus.
I'm very busy at the moment and blogger is screwing up on me again.
I've not ran in... 10 days? i feel damn gross and fat.
Somehow, it just seems like there's no time. No there is time. It's just that I spend it eating with Joshua.So yeah I spend my time eating and not exercising.
I'm doing my A level art and i sincerely hope you'd understand why i can't come out.
because I actually do believe in whatever I'm presenting and I don't want to do something that even though May look kinda nice but isn't my best effort.
I want to put in my all and I don't want to paint shit half way and rush through it. because I don't want to regret. (though it really seems like I've no time).
it doesn't help that Nellie doesn't tell us the exact dateline and we're to guess. But I'm gonna finish it before my september holidays. So that's something.
Prelims next week.
No time to go out considering I've been eating so much lately.
I feel damn fat and gross HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA Sometimes I think I really sound damn mad and rubbish.

On the brighter side, I'm in a lot better than last time. I actually enjoy school more now and started burping during art class.
:) I know it may not mean anything to you but it really means something to me.
Someone robbed/broke something in me or rather I allowed it to happen before. I feel like I'm smiling more now and knowing that it is real means something more.