Hello messy shizz

I feel so lethargic, I don't want to study anymore.

Anyway, I changed my bedsheets today and attempted to take an afternoon nap but Chinatown's coffee kicked in.

This blog is getting really messy and gross. I don't see the point in moving because there are still a lotta things I want to censor. Somethings I don't mind you reading but most things, I actually do stop myself from saying.
Just feel that people get the wrong impression. I really don't mean to be nasty or cruel, most of the time I've good intentions but my sarcastic remarks are read the wrong way. So Fuck that. Can't exactly please everyone but not exactly ready to piss anyone off yet.

I really don't want to study. I know I should.. but I really don't want to.
I want to do so many things, learn so many things. Just don't know where to begin. Don't know.
I talked to Nathan yesterday, I don't know if you remember, the fat boy i knew since i was 11 or 12.
Well, he lost 23 kg.
I was 23 kg when I was nine years old.
So he lost a whole 9 yr old kid.
He's so... skinny and is an INFJ.

I believe that some things are not meant for particular people to know. Sometimes I refrain myself from complimenting, sometimes I refrain myself from stating facts. Why?
Because I know, at those times, it doesn't help the person.
No matter how great anyone is or how certain anyone is with their decisions, opinions still do matter especially if they do make sense.
But sometimes, people do not need to listen to that.
It doesn't happen a lot but it still happens. And that's why I don't really want to make my blog public but yet I still want to be heard... Doesn't make sense.

There are some things I'd like to talk about, some things I'm not suppose to know but I know.
Oh well..
Some things, I know aren't socially acceptable so I can't talk about it. Like there'll still be judgement no matter what, hard to explain.