Hi :)

I was relatively pissed off today because 1) I came to school early for my Math teacher's lesson and he didn't turn up 2) I was considered late because I was stuck in the school toilet shitting 3) I realised I had to stay back for drama.

But I'm glad all of that had happened. I had Cedele's cake after cleaning up the so called drama room, I .. Okk I'm a bit lazy to type. And I want to move out of this space.
If anything, I feel more of a robot than a bunny. A robot with flowers in my hair. A robot with wires for hair. A robot that can buddy with Hua.

I've been humbled and I am so glad I met Muriz, Gen, Ciwei, Don, Alicia, Therese and a new boy today. Not My new boy. But a friend's new boy. He seems different and I am happy for her but then again, appearance is bull at the end of the day.
I am glad I met them because it has been months and I actually had a really good time despite having a backache while carrying my school bag that contained fake Barbie dolls inside.
Clearly, my setence structure etc is really bad right now. I've not blogged for a long time and I still feel the need to hit backspace. But if anything, I am surprised that I'm actually "chilling the Fuck out".

As much as I don't seem stressed and maybe this is some kinda false stress, I have this constant need to remind myself to "Chill the fuck out"
Just "Chill the fuck out"
I tell myself that everyday and I actually did that today which to me, meant something.

I really have been humbled and you've no idea how much I appreciate the people around me. I am done with a bullshit facade.
I apologise to those whom I've overreacted to. Namely Robson. Since he loves testing the boundaries. There are times that I really get so frustrated and he just basically pushes me over the edge. And I explode. I apologise because when I think back about it, I really do feel sincerely bad and fucking stupid at the same time. I mean, a battery falling so hard on my head, yeah it is worth getting slightly pissed about but not to that extent.
I hated how I reacted, I know it was an accident and well.. Ok shit happens.

Anyway, completely incoherent. As Hua has said, my blog posts are getting stranger by the day and according to Veek, I sound angsty.

I don't feel much of a zombie dust bunny now, if anything, I don't feel like any kinda mammal or animal. I feel more of a robot.. A robot with flowers in my head. A boy robot..........hHAHAHAHA, as if robots even have a gender.

Conversation with Cw and Gen.

Cw ( talking about some other girl): Yah her lingerie all showing like that. So gross. I don't like those kinda naked girls. Not nice.

Gen: Eh.. She won't like you cause you gonna pose nude for Marisse. But, I dont think you care Hhahahahhaha

V: Like I care? Also not like I want to attract Cw. HAHAHHAHAHA

Cw plans on changing her wardrobe and becoming girly.