Tuesday, October 21, 2008

One of those days

I'm feelng very depressed.
My period is coming, that is why I've been so mean and angry lately. I've not been able to tolerate bullshit lately. And have been snapping and people. I was so frustrated I almost tore my hair out last night at Grapevine. But I didn't for E came to the rescue.

Feeling very uneasy and annoyed to the max now.
A friend was rather annoyed at me today because of what another friend told him about what I "said" My other friend told him something that came across mean and said that it was me who said it, I personally don't care and feel like I dont need to explain myself. I'm not a mediator and don't see the point in putting out fires. I mean just stand up for yourself man or tolerate it. At this point, you probably don't know what I'm talking about. But it is okay neither do I sometimes. Feeling very depressed nowww... So I'm going to run but then again, I don't feel like running.


Sometimes, I think that lazy and stupid people should die. Clearly, I'm not in the best of moods. But omg, I get so frustrated by people.
blah, I'm actually really nice and I think there's some truth in that.

I am going to spend the next 15 minutes figuring out what will make me happy. I know that watching TV will just make me more depressed. So will running since I don't feel like running. So will reading because I don't feel like reading and my mom kept all my good books in the shelf that is so hard to reach. Ohhh! I feel like creating some random bullshit! :) ok bye

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