... Lame shit

I don't understand Cheez.

First she says she wants to be friends, which I'm cool with.
So we were cool about it. She came over in a dress. I felt a little uneasy at first and actually still am quite uneasy about that. She just didn't seem like herself. Like she was trying too hard to be someone else, to make it seem like she has moved on.
But I don't care, because it is her life and I'm entitled to my own opinions though usually I'm right.
So, we are friends. Except she makes a big deal out of it.
She messaged me today and questioned our friendship.
I've never questioned any of my friendships in my life, I don't see why our friendship must be anymore different or exclusive for that matter.
I don't talk to E or Muriz everyday, but we are still close friends.
Cheez asked if we were Hi or bye friends.
I'm a little weirded out because after that day when I saw her in a dress, she said we shouldn't meet and talk.
I agreed because I knew it'd be for the best.
So okay, she decides to talk to me.
I'm also okay with that.
Then now she decides not to talk to me.

I know she is confused. She doesn't know where I stand that is why she's acting this way.
I don't like it when people confront me about stupidfriendshipproblems that we might have.
It's fucking lame and so.. primary school since I didn't even do that in secondary school.
She was all angry and shit at me.. for not contacting her and inviting her to the party that I'm going to.
a) I'm going with my sister b) I don't have to invite you to the parties that I'm going to if I don't want to c) what did you expect?
It's like.. what if I invite Gen and not Marisse to the party. Obviously, Gen will ask Marisse with or without my permission, because we're all linked. And it's not like I've a problem with Marisse. This applies to the situation between Cheez and I.
Just because I asked Marisse and not you, it does not mean that I didn't want her to go. If Marisse had asked her to go, I'd be cool with it. But I expected M not to go anyway, so technically, I wasn't really inviting her. I was just telling her that I was going to a party.
Anyway, Cheez got.. upset and texted me today.
It is just all really weird. And I blogged this because I felt this is the most mature and decent way I can hopefully get through to her.

But seriously, right now, I'm not trying to be mean or anything but I don't care. I don't care if you want to be my friend or not because things are really awkward. How she expect me to be her friend when she is making such a huge fuss about being friends in the first place?!!?! I don't understand. I'm not angry or upset. Just feel Really really weirded out. Really really. So I don't want to talk to her for now till she becomes more sane or when the weirdness wears out.
Which is.. I don't know when. Just damn weird lah.