Should probably be studying Othello now

Goon du aka Cheez

I've a study break tomorrow, so no school

I hate having my period, my libido gets so high that it drives be seriously up the wall. Now that I've no one to take it out on. I don't understand how people can go on for years not doing anything about it. Or maybe my libido is just abnormally high. I should try to somehow.. contain it or satisfy it through other means. (Chocolate cake lah, what were you thinking?!)

Anyway, I was writing in my journal just now and was thinking about the reason why God did not create boys to have menstration. And I think I know why. It is not because they probably cannot stand the pain( because pain just grows on one especially if it is inevitable like menstrual cramps. )( But it is true that boys are more afraid of pain than girls. Moon the tattoo artist told me that most of the client who cry are boys) Anyway, it is because their high libidos would go fucking insane during their periods that they'd jerk off till they get sore. Especially since boys are generally more horny than girls ( or a lot more horny for that matter), they will wank off their already bleeding dicks till they get an infection.
That is why girls are made for this.

We posed a difficult question for playcupid just now (my favourite song is playing really loud; Tom's diner by Suzanne Vega, check it out). I think it was E or Eme who asked her : Why did you create that blog?

Her answer: Erm.. cause I feel like it?

It must've been terribly embarrassing for her. But I think I've figured it out. Besides creating an imaginary world for escapism, she created the blog to make it feel more real. That was probably why she blogged as a first person and talked about things as if she had been there. I'm sorry but I really have to blog this, because I think it'd humiliate E and really make you laugh. " Went over to Bird's yesterday. Watched abit of L word together. Anyway, we decided to talk about certain things, it went fine and, I won't go into detail what we did heh. "
and okay I can't find the other one, but it goes something like : I think about my lovely bedroom where we had the hottest sex.
HAHAHHAHA WHEN DD copy pasted that to me ( and believe it or not, DD actually called in from AUSTRALIA just to join in the conference) I burst out laughing. It's understandable why she musterbates ( if you want to put it so bluntly) to E, I mean I've thought about having sex with her too it's just that I've never done it. ( shoot shag marry? That game, whereby you've to evaluate your choices and weigh out which friend is more fuckable)
It's just because this poor girls fantasy/imaginary world had become world news and that is why it's not accepted in reality. If I was her I would've been terrified. Imagine facing your Imaginary characters in reality, except they're pist off ( LIKE RUIGINA GEORGE aka Ruiyi.)

I asked Playcupid out for a drink but she declined, sadly. But Hello there if you are reading. Drama at its fullest. Mwah