Myself & Tanya

Sometimes I lose myself.
Right now, I don't know what I'm talking about. My fingers are just running over the keys as if they've a mind of their own. I'm actually bothered by tomorrow's math retest which I'm probably going to fail. The first round, 0.5/20.
Not a good first impression, this is my chance to redeem myself but I feel like I'm going to blow it.
I hate it, I used to be good at maths, then Cheez came along.
I got distracted and failed most of my subjects thinking things will get better by the end of the year.
Except, prelims did not promise good things yet to come and then she ran away, I was stuck cold and alone, self pity, blah blah blah, the whole bullshit floating about.
And somehow, I miraculously did pretty alright. I guess it was some sort of an achievement.
There are days when I don't want to go to school because I see no point in studying the bullshiat that we're studying now.
Things that are of little worth.
Maths which I'm probably going to forget once I graduate.
Skill that may not be used after all.
Thinking back about it, maybe I should've put Mass comm as my first choice.
But I don't regret it.
Sometimes it is the mundane things in life that makes my life exciting.
It's simple.
When something exciting comes around, it excites me more than during the holidays.
These little things, such as going out, Hanging out with Twat, Tauhuey with Robstern, Tawtoise etc, these things makes me feel alive.



It is exactly like having a 9-5 job. You're working for the sake of working.
Okay, so Art is hell to the motherfucking boring.
I'd rather do it like C, she reads on her own and she scored an A.
We know nothing of the syllabus and I feel like classes are going no where.
Things that can be ripped off the net, can't she just print out this shizzles for us and not put us through such torture.

This is the system and I've to live with it. This will not be the last time I'll complain but you know, I hope it won't be too often.

Happy birthday Tania, here's something for you.