Massive

Back ache.
My back feels like it is going to break so I'm going to bed now.
I shall not worry about the results because it's just another obstacle that I will overcome.
My stomach is grumbling and I wish my computers internet actually works for real so that I'll stop using this lap top. Too much ANTM, too much noises, my head wants to explode.

I met M in the evening and we said farewell to Clement, she's leaving for Australia tomorrow.
Met M's dumb ass friend, Bryan aka bird man.
He's withdrawing from school tomorrow and is not going to tell his parents and told me to go to JC. The irony.

This will not scare me, it'll just make me stronger. I sense a mini hiatus coming soon, maybe after Thursday, I wish my maid could pop by my school and get my results for me, so that I'll not break down in front of everybody.

If you care, don't ask me how many points I've scored and shit like that, if I scream thats a good thing, if I don't that means it's either average or below my expecatations. But Zool is right, I shouldn't care about what others expect of me, then again I've higher expectations for myself compared to others.
History will not repeat itself.