Missing in the future

A few people whhom I greatly miss: My Grandmother, T and E.
All sortsa things run through my mind when I paint. Was reminded of the past.
How lovely these people are.
The thought of them, will soon lead to another, Z, Em, M and even Rach. The countless phonecalls which her mom gave to me, to scold me for bringing her daughter out for nasi brani at 4 in the morning with Vic.
Then I think about Vic and how he is doing. He's now out of the army and I've not been replying any of his IM due to the pile of work and pile of distractions.
And from him, I'll be reminded of C. C, OH, C, where will I be without you? The most caring and giving person award goes to you. Stop hurting and you'll get an award for being the strongest girl.
Haha then there's Ann, D and Domo.
Oh the list goes on.
I'm grateful for every single one of them; of you, who are able to understand me.
Thats all for my oscar speach.

Now onward to the future. After my Os, I want to repaint my room, give my books away or burn them, start working on story books for children (is it really weird to want to write books for kids and illustrate it? Haha, I cant believe some childrens book called the Box or something won some prestigious prize), go on an eating spree though my appetite is small and draw a silly comic book depicting my life in this current school.
It's gonna be fun and finally, I'll be able to work on something I enjoy.